Often I think I have become numb,
Those pinning thoughts and words
No more scratches in or screeches in
My mind, yeah I have become numb....
I lead a happy life..
But when the city sleeps and
The curtains go down,
When I plan to 'catch a falling star'
And 'save it for a rainy day',
When the clocks' hands go far
When I actually realise my
Whole day's works and no-works
Those pains and unuttered emotions
Creep back to mind and brain.
How I withstand them all...!
I myself wonder.
They say, I am sensitive,
Also ,they say I am brave.
They say 'Shes the man',
Also, they say 'You are only a girl'.
Just flummoxing me all the more...!
How I bear all the curses of death
From the ones who claimed
They love me the most on earth!!!
Often I do get twitched by the words
With a hundred words bursting out of my head.
It becomes hard to bear the false denunciations.
Many a times I am accused
Of the incidents I never knew
But they happened...!
For them it happened...!
They say it happened...!
And who made it happen?
' I '
D'uh...what a life....
Its better to be numb sometimes....
The thoughts go in oblivion
Gradually as the new day begins...
And with new rays I forget All
My grudges and complaints.
Then I dont care a bit
About who says what, I am the boss...:)
Thats the life....