Through the mystique mist.

Its raining cats and dogs outside

And I am inside my cosy room,

Thinking just of You.

Thinking of the charade

My fate played with me.

Or it was you who played all of it?

Who cauterized all the

Flying birds in my azure sky?

I am not blaming you,

Since still I am befuddled

Whether you are the real criminal?

Or I am the jilt?!!!

Just trying to sort the reasons out.

I still run for you,

I still spoil my nights and days for you

I still wonder what you do,

I still pray for you.

I still crave to live the memories

Of Us.

Do you even bother to keep

Them in mind?

Or have you Lost them long ago,

On the way to your new-found

Destination..!!!

I am curious,

Do you have really nothing

More to say me?

I know you never wanted to hear

Though you had to do so.

Do not masquerade

I wanna see your face

Beyond the variegated blur,

In true colors.

I wanna see whether they still

Colors me up

Or just again creates

The pain

That you are No more,

You are Nowhere,

You Were,

You were just a mere illusion

Whose capricious blabbering

Fascinated me,

For whom I lived

A decade in just ten months.

You are no more,

You are no where.

Its me, it always have been me....

And it always will be about and

Just because of Me.

You stand there

Outside my misty glass,

I am not sure how long

The mist will last

And how long you will

Be there.

But when the mist will

Go

And I'll open the window,

I know,

Neither the mist nor you will be there...

The sun will shine again.

Still I gaze at the mystique mist

Outside.

May be its the last time

I am seeking , seeing and feeling you..!!!

I don't know I want you or not,

How much I love you,

Even if I love you at all.

I just fell ,still creeping and crawling,

In the shade of love of your existence.

[P.S: Somewhat fictitious, some what from mind.....]