Bad time again.

Again that particular bad phase of life has arrived. The weather is soo nice, winter just coming, no fan, and the cosiness of sheets, shawls and blankets luring mind.. But sem is hardly 3 weeks away(We don't know the date yet, our university discloses the sem date just 7 or 8 days before , pathetic..!) .Well this is my 2nd last semester of my graduation.Yet its no less horrible than others.
As its the last year, we have so many non-departmental subjects. In a way I hate them sometimes..
Engineering economy and financial management one of the horrendous subjects. Cashbook, passbook,trial balance, balance sheet etc etc etc..oh my god...all alien things. and we (inspite of being being science students)are supposed to  mug up all those. The terms only seem alien. And under one subject theres basically two subjects, economics is also there, uffff....and its not possible to give stress on a part, as we never know
whats going on in the paper setters' mind. Its pathetic.
And as the sem approaches I just feel al the more sleepy and hungry....
As I start reading, I feel like sleeping and soon I do fall asleep and when the mozzies ('3 mistakes' term for mosquitoes..:P) awake me I feel hungry. But often if I don't get anything or anyone at home, I switch on the music or computer or sit with another story book.
Engg. ethics is a subject and when I open the book I feel I know all those and when I see the previous years' question paper I feel sick. They give questions worth 15marks each and many of them have no part markings...:(...history..history history..my mind aches thinking of my future hand pain..:P

Machining, material science are interesting but I forget what I read last when I read the new topics..
Operation research and industrial management(OR &IM)  is another subject...well operation research is almost done, but IM part....its a big fat book itself and all theory and no maths..it makes me feel sick..

And theres project works-mine being design of truss. Our group almost completed the theoritical calculation parts but, another teacher declared that,that will not do properly and we need to do a practiacal and proffessional ,with all the loads brought under considerartion(wind, living,self-weight etc etc) and that again put fresh loads on us... Over loads take me to the stage of fatigue, hope its not 'failure'.:P

Ahem..god save me this sem(as he does often..:))

Again sem.

Once again (for the sixth time) the sem has appeared , though the date has not yet been declared. But tensions n boring mugging sessions has to be started wid even boring muggers calling n 'just informing' wat they have already 'done'....

And me ,again addled...

To say, there are only 5 subjects in this sem..but they r driving my nuts.

All day long I loll around,read books n mags n papers n blogs... Hve stopped goin to college for 'studying at home', n also to avoid the sweltering heat outside.....

A subject named Mechatronis nd Modern control requires 3 books n i hve only 1 n dat too full of ol sorts of maths n mathematical derivations only. Utterly disgusting... nothin i cud get except umbrage by just gazing at the book. In d 1st internal for this subj i submitted a blank ans. sheet to the grt "pran" sir. He has again arranged for another test for ppl who did bad like me (or whoever wanted to appear for it) and that too tomoro. I donno wat i mugged d whole morning amidst so many cals from d studious frnds who has just only a few things left to cover, nd now sittin n bloggin n n'joyin random blogs as usual.....Mom says i lead d most halcyon days....true to some extent...

Robotics,Automation n CNC- another subject ,again requiring 3 books, i hve one n dat too of robotics, while the rumour is in air that perhaps in sem this year very less is gonna come frm dat part.....Again frustration ...arrey wat can i do, i hve taken 4 books frm library n long ago d validity of ol d books have expired ,I cnt take 1 book by submittin one now, n if i wanna renew ol d books, dey wont, as ol d books i took, are in 'high-demand' now.....the two books i bought have proved to be less significant dan wat earlier dey seemed to be.... I bought d robotics one wid much enthusiasm...

Then Design of machine elements....well, i hve studied ,rather gone through a lot of that subject.....lets c wat hapens .... if i cud remember ol d formulae(only formulae rather) on d day of d exam....

Dynamics of machine elements scared me a lot earlier , but i studied n somehow to my own astonishment liked it as it had lot of car n engine things in it, though quiet a part of it is yet left.

Power plant technology ...i dnt exactly have any idea abt dat yet except a few definitions dat any1 ought to kno frm 9, perhaps.......

As the melliflous day is over n ppl go under sheets i work, rather try hard for mugging for the so-called-last hard sem of engg. Impalpable feeling for sem, jst i need to pass it well dats ol......

but parents wil be parents.. dey hve objections against my evrything as usual. late nites r obviously a grt annoyance for dem as i c deir face d next mornin aftr 10 if theres no clg....

n mom.....now d world seems so rude wid u soo rude. but u kno i m n i'll b fighting ... :)